This morning at 5AM I could barely swallow 8 oz of water with my thyroid pill.
Vowed, when I got out of bed, I would have me a bit of morphine.
Slept until 8. Hurting, crept to the kitchen where the meds are and got me a dose.
Well, I have never done this before. I am very curious about what will happen.
And, helper crew, it looks like I will need drivers! (Will send separate email,)
It will be fun to see some of you, especially if I am 'feeling no pain'. . .
Slept all morning. Tried to drink water, but it still hurt.
So when morphine came due again I upped the dose to .4ml. (Max is .5ml, starter dose was .25ml) This seems to work. Not ready for solid food (it hurts to clean the particles out of my teeth), but a bottle of ensure went down fine, water not so good (odd, and annoying) but endurable. Now I'm ready for some rice dream.
So the afternoon is going a bit better.
Perhaps the mouth sores are as bad as my butt will be in a week, but by then the mouth sores should be about as bad as my butt is now. OK, with God and the tool he has provided, morphine, I will get through this! Praise his glorious Name.
A journal, begun in anticipation of the adventures I will have as I begin yet another (the third) skirmish with cancer. Serving as a place where friends and family may read updates on my physical, mental and spiritual condition. A spot of encouragement and laughter. This blog is surrendered to God, that He may be glorified in it. If you want to leave a comment, scroll down to where it says, 'Join this Site'. But you are welcome to continue to message me by good old fashioned(!) e-mail. M
The Treatment Plan
For the cancer I've got there is a specific treatment plan. I do this and the odds are 90% I will never see this cancer again. Here's what will take place:
Radiation: There will be approximately 33 radiation treatments aimed at my pelvic area. They began July 5 and will conclude at approximately August 18th.
Reaction: First third: No issues. Second third: Discomfort. Final third: Increasing discomfort, culminating in 'brutal'.
Chemotherapy: There will be two courses of treatment. The first was started on July 5. The second will begin August 1st.
Reaction: First course produced nasty mouth sores, an overall sludgey feeling and 'chemo brain'. At least I know what to expect for the second course, and can make some plans.
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Radiation: There will be approximately 33 radiation treatments aimed at my pelvic area. They began July 5 and will conclude at approximately August 18th.
Reaction: First third: No issues. Second third: Discomfort. Final third: Increasing discomfort, culminating in 'brutal'.
Chemotherapy: There will be two courses of treatment. The first was started on July 5. The second will begin August 1st.
Reaction: First course produced nasty mouth sores, an overall sludgey feeling and 'chemo brain'. At least I know what to expect for the second course, and can make some plans.
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Philippians 4:13
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